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Sometimes I really wish that I would never dream. I dunno why, but my dreams don't just come for fun or for no reason. They either come and serve as a reminder, a warning or the future. I hate it especially. Cause usually nightmares come. How irritating issit to have a sweetdream. I hate it. Who doesn't? Why? Why irritating? Cause how does it serve as a reminder warning or future's happenings? Well, it's just the opposite. I don't wanna give examples of how my dreams serves me as that. But it's truly unpleasant to have dream serving as the opposite. How I wish I would never dream. But I guess it's just impossible. Sometimes its good to have a warning or reminder of what's gonna happen in the future though its bad. At least I would have some mental preparation rather than to just have something bad happening without any warnings. But can't I have a nightmare? Just once? I know I sound really stupid begging for a nightmare since so many people have nightmare phobias and wish for sweetdreams instead. But it's still better to have something bad happening in the dream than the reality, right? It sucks. I mean what's wrong with me man? I dunno. Seriously. PErhaps I should just end my post here. Bye bye.

Signing off,
xxx

As you can see my profile ----> ive added a "wishes" tab(?). Fuck today. Screw it up. Faggot Xanthus pick up my pen cap and anyhow cut. Fuck. So what if it is just the cap?! Still part of the pen right?! As long as it doesn't belong to you, you have no right to touch or destroy it fag! Kaobei la! FUCK!! That pen's Ethan's one sia! Not mine lehh! Then its my duty to sweep the floor. Si Xanthus fuck you! My duty doesn't mean you can anyhow litter right?! Make me have to stay back to sweep. You will get it.
Thanks Cheryl for comforting me. Later during drama..zzz...Auntie Hong haha! Got a large black mole on her upper lips WTH!! i will have a black mole!!!!! nvm nvm. Haha..so many lines to rmb sia!! Then also so dramatic!! i wanna be hong jun!! LOL. Or even radcliffe hong CB!!!! LOL funny. But today damn tired sia. Drama very late so cant sleep. havent eaten dinner yet. no appetite. eat too much famous amos cookies ^^ haha. thanks ethan. this time round dun leave pen liao. this time round leave your nintendo DS or PSP behind :P best is leave your drumset behind also!! drums so big dunno how you bring to NZ sia..so next time leave it behind hor!!

I know I've alr made a promise I'll never like anyone again. But i don't know why had I liked you. Everytime when I thought that I don't like you, you flashed past my mind like a lightning and my heart can't help but to skip a beat. I know we've just known each other, probably only 3 times to be exact, but everytime, my heart beats faster and faster when I see you. I doubt you would ever return my feelings. I doubt know my feelings for you. I doubt you would even visit this dead place. But yes, it does feels a little better when I've said everything and let my feelings out. I know it hurts. But all I wanted you to know is that I love you. Yes, im aware that you will never like me back. I know you already have your own girlfriend, but love can't be controlled, can it? Although sometimes there's still a glimpse(sp?)(?) of hope in my heart, of you liking me back, but I...
I guess love is painful. I envy people with boyfriends and people who doesn't like. I pity people who had lost their love. Shattered heart, it kills, don't you know that. But things can't be helped. Physical pain, emotional pain. I've been waiting for your message since months ago, but you haven't send me one yet. Just a hi or a yo. You hadn't say anything like that anymore. Can't we just be friends?

Happy birthday to me <3 Happy birthday to me <3 Happy birthday to me~! Happy birthday to me <3

And happy birthday, Chiyu! MY guess would be Chiyu is 20 years old this year(some sources but removed), so..according to that, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY, CHIYU xD

He's so damn cute..hehe. My fav from SuG asides Takeru. YAY! AND HE SAME B'DAY AS ME!! JUX THAT DUNNO HIS BIRTHYEAR ONLY. Okay, I know im lame. I dun feel like blogging lehh. Bye bye.

Damn wild sia today...so fun!! I overslept..Zzz...lucky Rashidah sent me that message to wake me up sehh! Wah seyy! Then prepare everything then meet her at the usual bus-stop. Bought some drinks and choco. Nvr eat breakfast...nvr eat ytd's dinner. Now stomach very hungry sia T.T Then perform the short skit bout 4 times litat. At the third time then whole family came and watch, stress sia, pressure. but did perform well lahh. then help tend the booth.

Wah sehh, everybody always go to the back no one wanna be the host or mimer.then is like everybody go liao and i was like WTH!! so i have to become the host :*( Damn sad. Then must draw the damn weird moustarch for the prince Kenny hell and I looked sooo stoopid! Than that damn Daryl keep teasing me. Anyway, now very tired lahh, dun wanna post much. Managed to get the make-up undone at last finally. So went home wif Rashidah, then at bus-stop saw Mdm Zhang. Ha well...

I know I've not been blogging much these few days. Im on livejournal recently so I've decided to only blog here occasionally; if only im in the mood lahh. Okay, to go to me livejournal, click here.

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